iAm Nowhere Safe From the Warden.
Enjoy!
I do not know how to talk to people so I just end up sending links to things they might like.
And I worry if I’m being annoying or disturbing them all the time.
ok can we agree that the WORST feeling is when you’re just sitting around consciously procrastinating and you’re just overly aware that each second that passes is more time wasted and you like watch hours pass and you’re STILL procrastinating and you CANT STOP and your panicked brain is trapped inside a body that refuses to be productive and inside you’re screaming but outwardly you’re just eating chips

What I draw usually depends on what people ask for :V
Honestly I feel the quality of it isn’t as good as it was before I joined my polytechnic, back when I got my first tablet. Back when I put a lot of time into my lines.
But thank you nonetheless!
Knights with machine guns/modern firearms and gear.



What is this tumblr mobile shit where the first post is always an ad and the second post is always a random blogpost?
I don’t want to see either of these shit.
the worst feeling about trying to draw is being a mediocre artist. You realize you’re not terrible and family and friends who have can’t draw at all tell you all the time how amazing you are, but you, as the artist, have seen what amazing really is and you realize that it isn’t you.
OK, it turns out I am a Tumblr noob; the original pic size can be accessed, but it requires a trick. Here is the method for all my fellow noobs out there.
1. Right click on the image you want and select “Open Image in New Tab”
2. Go to the image in the new tab to alter the URL. For example, the URL will be something like:
“http://68.media.tumblr.com/274a0278fe83c7bda307fa3217c59fc7/tumblr_ovwi7bvEin1w4olv0o1_1280.png”
3. Change the “1280” at the end of the URL to “raw”. Then delete the “68” at the beginning of the URL. The new URL will be:
“http://media.tumblr.com/274a0278fe83c7bda307fa3217c59fc7/tumblr_ovwi7bvEin1w4olv0o1_raw.png”
This is the image in its original quality. The tumblr compression can mess up the smoothness of my lines, so if you’re going to save a pic you should take this step.
Uh… I did a thing.
“Disregard that, I suck cocks.” - AB
To draw is easy.
Just put a tool that can make a mark, and it’s done.
Pen or pencil on paper.
Brush and ink on canvas.
Spray paint on a wall.
Stylus on a tablet.
Light on a long exposure camera.
And the result is a drawing.
Coffee residue under your cup onto your table.
Writing even.
Anyone can do it.
A single dot can even be a drawing.
A child can draw. A monkey can draw. Even snails can draw with their slimes.
What makes it stronger in visual appeal would to expend effort on it.
Practice. (Practice is not only about drawing, it’s about how you hold your tool. How you use your tools. How the tools react to each other. How you react to the tools. How others react to your drawings. you may learn things that does not suit you. Don’t be afraid to forget.)
Study so you learn different processes. (Copying and tracing is fine, but respect the originals and credit them. Mentorship and classes helps some while self study helps others.)
Adapt so you can make your mark different from others. (Don’t be afraid to use styles of other people, or even learn multiple styles. A wider array of drawing background will let you draw more comfortably and expand your portfolio/library)
Observe the world around you and the world others create to build your library. (Books, movies, art, music, ads, games, fashion, etc… It is okay to reject things while still adding them to your library.)
It doesn’t matter when you start or how you start.
It doesn’t matter how you learn or who you learn from. (On a personal level. On a professional level, you will need certifications to back up your abilities and justifications to others.)
It doesn’t matter how much worth you place onto your art.
It doesn’t matter the subject matter of what you draw. (People might not like you for what you draw. Friends, family, the public, and the law. This is normal and has happened in history. Try not to get into too much trouble, and don’t force your own subject matter onto others.)
Just keep expending effort into it and you will grow stronger.
Don’t say you can’t draw because anyone can do it.
You might not consider yourself an artist, but being an artist doesn’t mean others will accept you.
Even if drawing is something you do in your free time, as a hobby, or for money, you can draw.
Don’t stop changing. Don’t stop expanding. Don’t stop growing.
I don’t know what to do
Just feel like there’s nothing I want
Nothing I want to do
I just want to be alone
Nothing I do is good enough
There are things I could be doing
There are things I should be doing
Things that I can do but don’t
Things I should change but don’t
I don’t want to do anything
But I need directions in life
I could be better
I should drive myself
But I’m not
Glub
no offense but i’m literally starving for affection but when people give it to me i can’t accept it as valid because i’m worried i’ve manipulated their perception of me by only portraying myself a certain way and feeling like this portrayal of myself is an imposter and makes me disingenuous and not deserving of the affection they give me.
can i get an amen
Glub